Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts

Friday, January 23, 2009

Utterly Exhausted...

I think all my energy i've had the past week or so is finally catching up with me. I'm so exhausted i can barely keep my eyes open. I'm supposed to be doing laundry right now but am just going to do it tomorrow morning. Our laundry room at the apt is in the next building over and i don't feel like walking over there to load clothes in the washer, then back to load in the dryer, then back to get them and fold/put them away. Brad took Carter over to the in-laws and i'm meeting them in a little bit for dinner-thank God i don't have to cook or spend money on take-out! I'm extremely stressed out about money right now-aren't we always? I mean, i think this is the worst it's been, i can't WAIT to get our tax return back, even though most of it will just hit our bank account as a detour and then go off to pay bills! I think my mind is just completely fried from all the thinking and stressing. I've done nothing but clean the past week or so and i worked 3 nights in a row this week which is hard for me! I can't fall asleep right away when i get home so i spend a while just winding down and then still have to get up with Carter who has decided that his 8:30 wake time that i LOVED isn't working anymore and is now waking up at 7 on the dot! AND he has peed the bed 4 times in the past 6 days!!! I blame Brad b/c he gives in to his bedtime milk cravings when i am at work. I mean, at least put a pull up on him for God sake if you give him something to drink after 7pm!! Honestly, the only thing i can't complain about is my pregnancy, which i think is great due to the fact that i will be 37 weeks-FULL TERM-on Sunday and i still feel fabulous! Anyways, that is my rant for the day, i'm sure there will be more to come!