Ugh.....

Well i thought i'd write yet another woe is me post because that is all i can come up with lately. I promise one of these days i'll put something fun up here!! I am just so disgusted with my body lately and even though some people would think i look fine and wonder what i'm complaining about, i just have my own insecurities and this is how i feel. Here are my ups and downs since having my son. I need some motivation!

This is me the night before i got induced with Carter.



And my huge ol' belly. Carter was 8 lbs 3 oz so that's my excuse ;)


This is about 2 months after having Carter. I still have some jiggle but was proud of my body!



Here is me about 4 months after having Carter. I loved my body at this point!!


This is about 6 months after. I was starting to chub back up a little.

And this is from last summer. I was at my thinnest i've been since High School!



And this is last weekend.



I just need to get off my butt and get toned!! Brad and i just got a gym membership and i can't wait to start going. But anyways, just needed to get these pictures up so i can be motivated enough to look like i did last summer!!
If i can just remember what i did to look like that!
Oh, and i have no idea why i'm wearing that... definitely far from classy.